I can love and cherish like no other. She has taken the future I thought I had, and she will not allow me a new future. All I can have is my love for the beautiful light of the world, too bright to be smothered by her darkness.
On a dark night the stars shine bright. The stars continue to shine behind the darkest, most fierce storm clouds, always to reappear undisturbed. I love and cherish my brief flicker of life under those beautiful eternal stars.
I created this blog to be an open diary to all the people in the world that I do NOT know. I have not used my real name and no-one that I know, knows that I have this blog. I have 2 beautiful children. Married the girl I had been with since school. Discovered she was having an affair. She left me for a drug addict and became one herself. I am trying to give my children the best childhood possible and rediscover myself.