I created this blog to be an open diary to all the people in the world that I do NOT know. I have not used my real name and no-one that I know, knows that I have this blog. I have 2 beautiful children. Married the girl I had been with since school. Discovered she was having an affair. She left me for a drug addict and became one herself. I am trying to give my children the best childhood possible and rediscover myself.