Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Envy, you have often been near whispering into my ear. Sorry that I rarely acknowledge you, I suppose it is because I am embarrassed by you. I can not think of a positive contribution that you have made to my life and I can not think of positive contribution you may make to my life in the future. So to I must say that this is goodbye forever. My good friend admiration will fill the void you leave behind. Goodbye
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Hi confidence. I have always felt your strong presence in the back of the crowd but I haven't had much of an opportunity to have a chat and get to know you. This has been my fault because I have been so occupied by melancholy and fear. Anyway, I now have plenty of free time and so would really like to get to know you. Wow, I really like you smile and bright eyes........
Goodbye fear. We have been so close since the day you entered my life when I was 11 and a half. You have done quite a good job of keeping me alive and safe. Our relationship however is just not going well. Although you may have kept me safe you have not made me feel safe. That has not been your fault, it has been mine, for clinging to you so desperately. Now that I have realised this I will cling to you no longer. This goodbye is not forever. I will continue to call on you to keep me safe and alive as much as you are able to do that. But our relationship will be different. I now have the strength to be in control of you instead of you being a wild turbulent force flooding over me. This will be better for both of us. You can get some well earned rest and I will just call on you when you are actually needed instead of in every circumstance of my life. Bye
Goodbye melancholy. We have been close for a long time and it has been comforting to know that you have always been there for me. But I feel that it is time for me to let you go. Do not worry, it is not goodbye for ever. I have no doubt that we will meet again from time to time throughout my life. Its just that life is short and it is time for me to explore other feelings and it is difficult to that with you there all the time. Bye.
Monday, July 23, 2012
Riding our bikes to Nanny's house. Jasmine has filled her basket with rose petals collected from Nan's rose bushes. As we ride she throws rose petals making a rose petal trail all the way from Nan' house to Nanny's house. Luke has a bow and arrow on his back. On the way home we see a chicken crossing the road. Luke grabs his bow and arrow and takes aim.